In this moment

Finding a way,
looking for answers within.
Lost.
Thoughts, memories of past,
plans for future.
Work, no work.
Dark.
In search of light..
A tiff,
between the heart and mind.
Expectations and dreams.
The world outside,
a bigger one inside.
An ocean, 
leaping and swelling.
Thought, no thought.
Calm.
A sudden tide,
restlessness.
Sleep, no sleep.
An effort to fit in ,
a desire to stand out.
War.
In search of peace.